my brain is bursting! seriously. i've been like memorizing and memorizing 4 papers in total. i frigging got cheated by the school. what Banking and finance mostly calculations, less theory and no projects. what bull shit.

i really wonder how our brains can store so much so much of information man. my brain is like so tiny and yet the information that i've put in so far can already fill up my entire house.



last paper tomorrow, international finance. A, please come to me. International finance and Fundamentals of investment are my only hope now. and with reference to my previous previous entry, i think i'm hopeless and MY GPA SURE SURE SURELY DROP ALREADY LAHHH. damn consumer banking. i hope i can scrape a pass. I DON'T WANNA TAKE SUPP PAPER (please spare me from studying even more when everyone will be enjoying their holidays). my effort by working so hard for it during the mid sem test and project is like totally wasted cause i couldn't do like more than half the paper on monday and the exam paper is worth 50% okay.. grrr.

i'm so crappy. haha. and wasting my time here talking nonsense when i should be studying now. but i seriously can't study. i hate how some people are able to affect my mood so much. i just feel like sleeping....

and why the F am i so damn emo. like all the time?! i wanna be a happy girl like maybe in year 1 or something. idk. can't really rmb when was the last time i was free from all these unnecessary worries cause even if i am happy for today, i'll be sad the next day. and it goes on and on. damn.

wow i spent like 10 mins writing all these and appreciate whoever who was really that patient to read every single line of my meaningless entry.

okay last note. I really really am glad to have known people like Violet and Gerald who are always there to help me. and of cos i love nadiah big time.